there's a story i wanna tell

but first i wanna ask, is it possible for us to fall in love with someone that we never knew, never met and never had any contact with? I know it sounds crazy but that's how it is. That's what happening to someone i know. I pity her because she cant seem to get her mind of some guy that she doesnt even know. The first and the last time she saw that dude's picture was 4 months ago and she was not impressed with him. He does'nt even know that she's alive! I'm confuse. What is really happening? She is half crazy for that man now and there is no way that she could ever get to him. There's nothing she can do but wait and wait and just wait. haha...she's half crazy for that guy now. did i tell u that? did i?

Stranger by sight

a moment never felt this Lonely,
my Heart aches for someone i never know,
if it's you what i Long for,
then why do this pain blinds me by Nights,
Tears me,
sweeping away through the storm Inside,
i am Missing you,
the one i never know,
the one i never met,
Why do such things happened?
who is it to blame?
Who is to comfort?
come when you're ready,
Leave when you're Gone,
when i'm ready,
Together we will be happy,
like what i dreamt of by nights,
sweet sunshine,
my Love, my Life, my Heart,
stranger by the sight,
do u know i know you?
do u know i know u exist?
still breathing,
still running,
but do you know me?
my love, my Stranger by Sight

....................to be continued

Feelin a little sick

so i decide to write a blog. he.. actually, i want to record my life in this damp white boring background where relatively according to my calculation nobody would ever waste their time to read it. To me everyone deserves their own biography or a personal novel that tells the story of their life in a more suttle and uncomplicated way. Too bad not many realises that their life is unique in their own special way. You dont have to have a fat bank account in order to lead great life or you dont have to be a widely known superstar in order to have a beautiful journey. It's all pre-ordained by God in his special way. Like how uniquely different people are, the same goes to their life right. My life is not that special but i believe in what was meant for me and what will be waiting for me in the future. I want to lead my life in the best way possible and try to appreciate the little things in life that makes me who i am. I know God will take care of me if i have faith that he will. I know, i cakap banyak. daaa........